I'm excited!!!

I think I met someone that I really like... Now that I write that it occurs to me that I don't really know what she thinks on a lot of things, or how she smells, or moves, or smiles, or... I should clarify that this happened online, although she apparently was a student of mine a few years back for just a month or two, in a big 80+ people class, so I don't really remember her from back then.

She is beautiful and she plays the sax so nicely . My heart skipped a few beats today, honest.

Is it weird to be a little in love with someone you have yet to meet?

Oh, gosh, I am such a mess The funny part is that I already know we'll be probably meeting on Wednesday at a little dancing place (a guy's house, actually), and on Thursday she wants to come over and attend one of my classes, so I think it's almost a given that we'll be meeting soon... But still can't wait

Don't get me wrong it's not that I am projecting tons of things into her, it's quite the opposite, I am EAGER to spend A LOT of time with her trying to find out who she is, what she wants, thinks, likes, hates, cares for... I just want the chance to DISCOVER her and find her little quirky things, or maybe even those things that can make being together not quite possible... But I just feel like I need to know now

Does any of this makes any sense to y'all?

I'm having a hard time behaving like an adult with her Not quite "mgdsfghbllll" level of not being able to talk, but I am definitely not my normal self... That weird rush, the crazy sensations, the sweet choreography of the brain's chemistry growing while you wait for a reply... And the non-stop internal dialogue trying to solve the conflict between the side that wants to talk and say nice things and the side that thinks it's best to try and keep a lower profile (a.k.a. avoiding the creepy syndrome)

Advice? Thoughts? Experiences? Donations? (it never hurts to try...)

I think I need a drink (but I don't drink )

PS: How funny is that last blog was about not finding anyone to talk to and share stuff with?

Do you ever feel like there is no point in trying to talk to anyone?

I guess I'm just kind of sad lately, and feeling lonely... I see a bunch of people online on my fb and msn that I could talk to, but I just don't feel like it.... Is it strange to feel lonely while having people available to talk to?

The weird thing is that this is the only place I feel most comfortable venting on.

Maybe I just need a hug or something.

OK, my first day as a member seems to be consuming itself inexorably.

It seems like I have TONS of stuff to visit yet, but I do love some of my fleeting visions of what SG might actually be.

I am still not sure what I'm doing here, though... Somehow it feels right and soothing for now, but I also have the distinct sensation that this is a part of a different direction that my life is apparently steering into.

Good night, SG!!

I remain intrigued...

OK, so far pretty good for my first day in SGland. Just hoping it won't wear off anytime soon

OK, so I decided to join after following SG on twitter for a while. I have actually been aware of SG for a very long time, but always thought it was just a pic site...

It seems like it's not the case, so I'm up for exploring a little...

Are there any sections to get to first? Not even into trying to see all the beautiful photo sets yet...

And speaking of pictures, I think there is a kind of special magic here that I'd love to decipher a little. Is it weird to be a little amazed by some of the glances, expressions, or by the fact that it looks like there is a little of the SG's souls in their sets?

Just getting my feet wet, will come back later to add some more...