For some reason, today, i have a particular lyric stuck in my head. in ''Prison Sex'' by Tool, it says ''You've got your hands bound, and your head down, and your eyes closed. You look so precious now.'' Kinda feels appropriate with all the church stuff going on today. Anyway, i need coffee. Peace out.
So I figured i'd make a new post. Don't really know what to write though. I'm currently eating a green apple with peanut butter. Feel free to be jealous.
If you can peak my interest by what's in your mind, rather than what's in your bra, well then gee willickers, you're just tops!
What's up with it, vanilla face? Been a while since i've posted something. Figured i should do something about that. Jamming to some music and the sound of Raff's vibrator. Sounds like a freaking lawn mower. Like WWII bombers in the distance. Like a chorus of lions. These are the things to which I compare the sound of Raff's vibrator. If you can think of other comparisons, please post in the comments. Back to jammin'.
Yesterday didn't go so well. Well, the last several months haven't gone so well, and I really don't see any hope in sight. I'd like to say that I hope it will get better, but I honestly don't think it will. Things will break before they can get better, and then once the damage is done, as is the case now, it will never be the same. A part of me asks myself why I try, as if nothing matters anymore. It reminds me constantly that this is my life, and without it, I would be nothing. But then part of me tells me that, for those reasons, I should try that much harder. That there is life after this, and I have to build myself up to stand on my own. I'm not one to say that time will tell. I know that some things are beyond our control, but that is unacceptable. When people go about just just ''seeing what happens'', often times it spirals out of control, as if they had control to begin with. I can't just live my life just seeing what happens. I have to make the decision to better myself, by whatever means. If I can't be happy in this situation, I have to remove myself from the situation. I'll keep you posted.
So i really need to join some more groups. Not really feeling the general SG chat. Too crowded. OH well. Guess I'll deal with it for now.
So i'm trying to think of a new set idea for Audi. Kinda wanna try some artistic shite, rather than just poses and pics. I wouldn't mind doing a play piercing set, even if it's not really for this site. Just to get something done. Or maybe black light paint. We'll see. I guess only time will tell.
PIGGY!