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Jesus but I sure thought I was. I had an intense infection that kicked my ass for a week and a half. I had to cancel my flight pretty last minute out to Hell City in Ohio. I was SO bummed, I was looking forward to that and seeing all my ladies again. It really pissed me off that I was too sick.
Some good came from it though, I've been cigarette-free since May 1st! I'm so happy and feel so much better.
My lip closed up. This is how it looked when I was sick. It was pretty quick, the time I had it, so there is no hole left and is healing like normal
You can probably tell I photoshopped the rest of my face in the picture. Well, I was terribly sick and it was very disgusting.
I'm all better now, and thank you for everyone who sent me a comment or message
It kept me kicking for those restless days of antibiotics and video games.What else? Oh! My friend and I were discussing over coffee how unmotivated we were in life and how much we wanted things to just CHANGE. So, now we are on the road to our own business and we're making cupcakes! We are just experimenting first though, but everyone has loved our stuff so far. We figure, there is no real bakeries down here and we want to do something we both love. I love sweets.
I made a video a while back because I was due for one and I was very much high off painkillers from my sickness. If you haven't seen it, go check it out
Don't forget to check out and leave a comment for this naked lady
Slow Tease
Until next time!
Bye!
I cancled my flight because I feel like this:
It's like my body decided to attack itself at the worst timing. As you can imagine. I'm REALLY mad about this, and exhausted. My whole body feels like it's been gang raped by bears and then cacti decided to stick my face afterwards.
I'm improving. Now I only have a mass amount of cold sores and my labret has given up on me. I've got strep throat but at least the chills and body pain is going away. Anyway, enough of that. I'm so sad I won't be able to meet all the ladies and I'm going to miss so many opportunities
I don't want to wait till next year, ugh!
I guess I should lighten the mood
heehee
Until next time
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I've also recently dyed my hair back to brown. Well, in the process actually
I feel sexier. What do you think?
Speaking of sexy...
another video here on viddy
tricked you, that wasn't that sexy. Unless you like my foot at a weird angle touching my rabbit.
Last weekend I went to the state park with some of my guys friends and took mushrooms
Aside from the flesh eating mosquitos, it was beautiful! Right off the river, not cold at all. The sand between my toes, laying out and eating fresh fruit and veggies all day. Lethargic from the sun and my body stunned when I would dip into the water. It was clean and even had a bathroom! It's such a shame they are closing state parks down, it's a shame we as people don't support it as much as we could and should.
You can see all the stars, hear all the sounds. Water donkeys, beach roosters (we called them that because they were so loud, i think they were just crows) , and bathroom spiders were our only friends out there. I'm glad to be home though, to be able to shower and waste the air conditioner that is already on because apparently it's summer?
I get one weekend to do nothing, and then that next weekend I'll be getting on a plane to HELL CITY! I'm so excited!
And that concludes my blog. Don't forget, I still have a set in member review
Slow Tease
There are more photos up on my instagram (exning). Add me if you haven't!
So many great bands, it wore me out! I could barely hang the last day and we had to leave early because my sickness was debilatiting. All those nasty porta potties, allergies, and bad weather finally got to me. It's all good though, I got to see all the bands I wanted to really see. Even Sleeper Agent came and said hi to me! Recognized my tweet from earlier that morning, how exciting!
Next year, I'm deffinetly getting a hotel.
...and charging my phone
Aside from that, I'll be in Ohio in about two weeks for Hell City! I'm so excited, I get to stay with Sunshine and Yesenia and possibly other girls. I miss my new friends
And here are my 10 random selections I want on the front page, new and older:
Bow-Bodies in Flight
Pandie-Paperback Writer
Discordia-Go with the Flow
Calamity-Room Service
Lee-Northern Wind
Luffy-Dormant Power
Smite-Freckled
Louisiana-Petite Coquine
Vivid-Lavender Grey
and me. Slow Tease
Also, hopefully soon you'll see a set Alissa shot
and here are some from Venom's as well
Hope everyone is having a grand Tuesday
In celebration, I recorded two videos of me and my precious rabbit, Pepper. Now you know what I sound like when I talk, nasaly and sick haha. Enjoy the no makeup hippy and my awesome black magic animal
I also got a new tattoo!
Man I was so shocked at how painful it was for me! I guess I'm pretty sensitive right there, as I dont have any tattoos really in that area other than those stupid stars. It was a short session, but the few hours I was there were crap! I love my tattoo though, and I even love it unfinished haha.
For those of you who don't know, I've struggled with weight issues my whole life. I'm a binger eater and exercise obsessor. I have a weight loss blog but it's more dedicated on being strong and free than anything to me. With this tattoo, it hides the stretch marks and part that I look at the most. Now, I look at it and smile, because it's such a cool tattoo
I love my sweets, and I want to have them with me at all times. This way, they are heheWith that being said, I've chosen not to send in the set that Venom shot of me. It's beautiful, but I'm not 100% comfortable with my body in it. These days for me, it seems like I need magic to get my sets on the front page so I want them to be 100% perfect. I emailed Rambo to take it down. I'm sorry Venom
You all can enjoy a few pictures and her beautiful work with some of my favorites:
And, while you're at it, go leave some smiles on the set sean did
Slow Tease
Next week, Coachella. Next month, Hell City.
Oh yeah, and on the 14th (next weekend) it's my birthday! It's actually not that exciting, turning 24. I stopped caring after I hit 21. For awhile I thought I was 25 because I've lost count. Yeah, birthdays aren't my think. I guess not knowing my age isn't my think either.
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Hope everyones having a great Sunday!
I made a new cookie
(recipe inside spoiler)
I also got some BEAUTIFUL photos from Sunshine. We shot during the time I was in Columbus staying with Yesenia and yayyy I get to see you two again!
These are being submitted to the Inked Girl contest. I REALLY want to win! Tattoos are my life, they are my form of beauty. They hide the scars and imperfections and now I can walk proudly. I would love to represent a community and win this.
Last but not lease, I solved my uploading music problem. I guess the software just needed a new update and now I can upload my new music from my ipad to the internet. Yay! With that being said, I covered an Adele song a while back. Click here if you want to listen
My side peice tattoo is rescheduled for tommorow, that will be a surprise. Until then, I will write when Coachella is coming up!
"We spend many hours of our lives pointing out what we think should be adjusted so that it fits some kind of picture that we have in our minds. We berate ourselves with what we think we should be: We should be tougher or smarter; or more aggressive, sensitive, or innovative. But if we try to embrace-not erase- what we're seeing, hearing, and feeling, we may learn something new, or connect to somethat that could increase our ability to be more joyful. It may also jog our own inner creator"
- Loretta LaRoche (Life is Short, Wear Your Party Pants)
I've been on a road to self acceptance. Within this, I've improved my self in so many ways. I'm learning to be happy, to enjoy the smaller things in life. To enjoy the life I have instead of wishing I could improve the impossible. I'm eating healthier, I'm moving better, I'm thinking clearer. I've even started carrying a journal around to record any happy thoughts that I could look back on when I'm down. It's quite usefull. It's also given me the excuse of going to the park for at least a couple minutes so I can write something small and simple. I haven't physically written down my thoughts in so long that it reads like something a 3rd grader would write. I need to start explaining things better on paper.
Aside from that, I'm really digging this two sets a day thing! I've chosen 14 sets I think should hit front page next week:
(day 1)
Marlene-Glitter Monster
Liu-Blowing in the wind
(day 2)
Sucette-Inspiration
Adema-The Opening
(day 3)
Persephone-The Epigrammist
Chrysis-Sunlight
(day 4)
Milloux-Chocolat
Yesenia-Ali's room
(day 5)
Rlei-City of Angels
Toxic-Robots in Disguise
(day 6)
Lethal-Ginger Passion
Ellia-Forbidden Planet
AAAND Day 7
Plum-Violet Posion
Me-Slow Tease
Yeah, I think those are some good choices. Also, in the middle of being put into member review is this set that Venom shot of me a while back:
I hope everyone is having a lovely morning/afternoon/night/whatever it may be! Today is Friday! Yayyyy!
I have so much to say, but first I'll start you off with a couple pictures
I met up with Yesenia in the morning on Saturday from a ridiculous flight from San Diego. I got about 2 hours of sleep and so did she. We ended up at the hotel delirious and lethargic, but ended up walking around only to be caught up in a parade. Cat naps and ace ventura until 5 pm when Alissa showed up with BelleBane, Zephyr, Annasthesia, and Yankee and Sunshine showed up as well. I got to shoot with the amazing lady and got confidence as well as tips throughout the shoot. Deffinetly something I'm not use to and a worthwhile experience in shooting.
We ate dinner and later showed up to the venue. Many talks, many laughs, many loves. I nominated myself as the designated candid shooter. In other words, it was my job to photograph anyone with their mouth open, drool protruding, or boobs slipping. If your face is in here, I'm sorry. I love capturing people at their most vulnerable though.
I really love those girls. I mean, every single one of them. I got along with everyone, which is such a strange feeling for me. I'm use to being the outsider, the loner. The one that people stare at but never talk to. Or talk to and I have no idea what to say. There was never a dull moment, and I wish everyone lived closer to me. My life would truley be complete.
Under this spoiler are all the pictures, most of them, some were just of the wall, or someones arm, or well you get it.
I'm so happy to meet everyone, but very sad I was a little shy to meet the rest of the girls. You were either busy talking or it was me from lack of sleep that just couldn't walk up to you, so until next time
There were so many sexy shoots shot this vacation, and I even got to do some shots with Sunshine that seemed like they turned out pretty badass. I really hope we all come together again soon.
Until next time,
I made an awesome recipe today, well PERFECTED IT I mean. It's fat free tiramisu, and I'm drooling at the freezer waiting for it to be done. Recipe under the spoiler
The link to my blog includes pictures if that helps
Tiramisu is by far my favorite dessert. Coffee, cake, and delicious things in between, what can go wrong?
Next Friday I'm flying on an airplane to this:
I'll be sharing a room with the beautiful Yesenia and shooting some sets! I'm in great condition and really ready to be on the front page. I'm trying not to think about all the amazing ladies I'm going to meet because it gets me way to pumped up. I just packed a shitload of things into one briefcase because I have no idea about the weather or conditions. It's a shame they only let you take one carry on, I think that's just plain wrong.
Aside from that, I'm investing in a vaporizor. I'm tired of my throat feeling like a fire breathing dragon after I use my pipe. I'm also learning more about protein and how much my body feels so much better after eating the proper amount. Still learning about being a vegetarian and the food sources I need. Keep in mine I'm allergic to everything hah.
Now for some sexy ladies in member review:
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Rlei
Moxi
Pyke
Yesenia
Rachelle
Milloux
Chrysis
Lee
Plum
Marlene
There's so many beautiful sets in member review, I hope they all get on the front page. And you know, mine too
Until next time...I give you crazy coffee face
Playing with my hair
Went to the fair
Hanging out with my badass rabbit
Also, thank you some much to for the additional 1% to my set. I'm quite greatful it's doing better, and I truley love getting naked for strangers and not so strangers
The set here, Slow Tease
As for my life, I'm begining to enjoy things. Or, begining to enjoy WANTING to do things. I hung out with friends, went out for coffee, even went to a silly show. Being the sober driver isn't all too fun, but I remember how people had to pick me up and drive me around stupid places.
I'm getting myself healthy and ready for OHIO! I can't wait to meet and see all the beautiful ladies! I've been seeing the news lately with that tornado and it's got me thinking how unprepared I am. I only own one long sleeve shirt, haha. Working out and trying to eat clean. That's what it's all about!
Well, my boyfriend is harassing me with Eastbound and Down so I must go!
